Change Mindset

I think the closing down of Buddyslim make me feel discourage. But it makes me realize something important.

Why i should feel discourage because of BS? i think because i took BS as a main reason for me to lose weight. which is not right. 

I was joining some challenges, and it motivated me to lose weight every weigh in day.

Looked like i tried to lose weight for this . And now since BS closing down, nothing motivated me to lose weight  every week. And last time  everytime i post about my result weight in a week on my blog, there are people who congrat me and support me when i feel down and discourage. Its so different with my real life where ppl dont care about my weight. They dont really care wether i lose weight or not :L 

Well, i guess i need to make things right. I did it by myself but not for myself, now i want to do it for myself , by myself. Others can make me discourage, people can let you down, other tools like website, even this site  can close down and disappears.

I was to worried about where our BS challange's will moved in. But not anymore. I might join them but it wont be my main reason to lose weight anymore.

I want to be healthy, i want to be slimmy. and now im taking my first step for that =)

Long way to gooo =D

* i'll using  www.caloriecount.com  to count my calorie intake daily